When motherhood wears you beyond thin, it’s hard to know what to do or to whom to turn. Reaching for the chocolate, making an extra cup of coffee, watching a new show, sipping on wine, or browsing the latest Pinterest trends just don’t cut it, as much as we hope they do. If only those things could actually make us feel truly better.
There is a mom who found something that worked. Her name was Hannah. She wanted a baby; a precious child to care for and to raise up in the Lord. But year after year she could not conceive. She was depressed. Instead of searching for the next quick fix, she cried out to God.
This is how she responds when Eli the prophet sees her in the temple and confronts her about what she is doing.
Hannah replied, “I am a woman who is deeply troubled. I have not been drinking wine or beer; I was pouring out my soul to the Lord. Do not take your servant for a wicked woman; I have been praying here out of my great anguish and grief.” 1 Samuel 1:15-1
Hannah looked so distraught that Eli assumed she was drunk. Hannah was doing something much better than blurring her pain with drink, though. She was so broken down that the only thing she could do was to cry out to her Lord in prayer, to manifest her complete raw and depressed nature.
We can all learn from Hannah. We can be real with God; he already knows our deepest woes and struggles. He hears us, every time. He loves us, and he will answer, just like he did for Hannah. God helped Hannah conceive and blessed her with a baby boy.
I struggle just like you. Way too often I try and blur my pain or difficult situation with drinks or other distractions. But the only thing that has truly worked for me is prayer. When I am so distraught that I cannot seem to lift myself out of the dark, I ask the One who is much more powerful to give me a helping hand. Jesus brings light into my life. He can do that for you, too.